Goodnight, 2019
Sunsets are about slowing down, accepting what occurred during the day, and feeling gratitude for the good and bad and in-between, all of which will never happen again. So it’s no wonder that on this last day of the year, my thoughts are of sunsets and closing of chapters.
2019 was a big year. My partner and I celebrated our marriage with my family Chinese style - a banquet dinner and lots of red, the fortuitous color. Then we found out that we were going to have a “golden pig” later in the year and I surfed as much as I could until about 21 weeks. Auberon joined us in this world in October. We got through the first 6 weeks of no sleep and he is now thankfully sleeping several hours for the first stretch.
Art business-wise, I rebranded with my new surname and a new website. Artwork I submitted got selected as the t-shirt design for HBL’s Haleiwa Metric Century Ride (I only rode 50 km this time, being 4 months pregnant). We participated in our first markets/street fairs in our 10x10-foot pop up tent. I taught my first workshop. The owner of a small retail shop, La Muse Hawaii, agreed to sell my prints at her boutique. I painted 100 paintings in 100 days while working a full-time day job. I sold over 100 original paintings and dozens of prints. Nuts.
2019 has been joyful, demanding, unexpected, and all of those other adjectives that describe a life full of meaning. The end of this year and this decade marks the end of carefree youth and the beginning of motherhood, a focus on family and building of a new career - my side hustle becomes my part-time job. A new adventure awaits and I am not embarking on it alone… I couldn’t, wouldn’t be able to.
I’m so grateful to everyone that has been a part of my journey, big and small. On my way to becoming more myself, I hope I can encourage people to be more themselves - to identify their dreams and take the path with a heart, as I am trying to. I can’t even imagine what’s in store for 2020 and the new decade, but I’m sure there will be surprises. The new art I will create, the new or deeper relationships I will develop, the love we will experience as a family, the waves I will surf or fall off of - it’s all ahead.
I’ll end with words wiser than my own, brought to my attention by @zenpencil’s awesome illustration.